Change

Change is always good. My last tattoo I got was of a butterfly because a butterfly is a symbol of evolution to me. I think that we should all evolve in life. I hate to see women that are 40 years old that still dress like they're 20. What is the point? I am on my mission to be a full woman by the time that I am 35. I know most of you feel that you re full women at 18. Not necessarily. My definition of a full woman is a woman that is polished, that has everything she wants in life and no longer questions herself. I must admit that at 30 am not quite there yet. I have things that I want to do in life that in some ways I am too scared to do. I want to write a book, not necessarily an autobiography but something fictional with a message. I want to lose 20 pounds, just because I feel that I will look better. I also want to change up my style because I'm tired of looking like everybody else. The one goal that I did accomplish so far was getting my degree in business. I have also lost 10 pounds. I am close to achieving my goals I just have to keep motivated.

Call it like you see it.

This whore Karrine Steffans irks the hell out of me. So much so that I had to make sure to call her a whore and not a hoe. My grandma always told me "if you going to be clown get paid for it" In her case replace clown with whore. She told the whole world she was an industry whore and even patented the name "Superhead" but now she wants to be taken seriously. I watched the interview she did w/ the CW over at necole bitchie and she had nerve enough to get offended when asked if the sexual positions illustrated in her new book (I refuse to advertise for her) were ones she used while being an industry whore. She actually said she was offended because she is a wife and mother of 2. How can she be mad because they were calling her what she already bragged about being? Not to mention where was the concern for her child when she publicly flaunted braining most of hip hop? I applaud her for being on her hustle but once that is your hustle stay with it. Don't try to play like you are so refined now. She needs to keep it gutter, she should have said yes and laughed at it. She can't shield her children from "Superhead" because they have TV and the internet and will be exposed to it anyway. Her son she had by Kool G Rap is old enough to be embarrassed by it now anyway.

The internet

I was just on Baller Alert reading the tweets from Trey Songz jump off. Now I must admit if I ever run into Trey it's going down. But I know how to keep a secret. For some reason people these days use the internet to broadcast all their dirty laundry. Isn't that the reason that Kanye left that Brooke chick, because she was arguing w/ nobodies from Lipstick Alley. If this is your man or your his thing on the side so what? What do you have to prove? Chicks are so dumb. All you are doing is messing up your good thing in the end; and all these chicks you were trying so hard to impress will be laughing at you from your side of his bed.

I need these in my life.

I need these Proenza Schouler Buckle ankle boots in my life badly for Fall. They retail for $995. Too bad They would not zip up on my calf. I died to have big Beyonce legs and now that I have them I can't fit anything. Last winter I had to order all my boots online with specific measurements because my legs and calves are too big. My man likes my big legs but me...not so much.

Just let it go already

I have to admit that I luv me some C. Breezy. I do not condone domestic violence in any way since I have experienced it myself. I just believe that there were circumstances that caused him to go that route. Not for one minute do I believe that he was a habitual abuser. We use to see them everyday and they always looked happy and in love. I believe that this was a one time incident. Now whether or not Rihanna provoked it or not we will never know. I think if it was not for the fact that it was ruining her career Rihanna would have stood by his side. We never know they could still be creeping. I think if Ri accepts his apology and has moved on we should too. There is no reason to continue to ban this man's music or ban him from award shows and what not. No one can deny he is an excellent performer and he appears to be humbled by the experience.

Tiny & Toya

I Love them. I do not care what anyone says. I think this is one of the reality shows that actually focus on reality. Toya is real because she is able to admit that she still has feelings for her ex. That is real grown woman to do because there are chicks that won't even admit they love the man they boo'd up with every weekend. Tiny is real because she has an actual real life dilemma " do I do me or keep this man happy?" Every female has been in both of their situations at one time or another. Everybody compares Tiny to Keisha Cole with the drug addict parent. There is only a slight comparison there; Toya's mom is still using though. All in all I can't wait to see the next episode.

Why does everybody want to be gay?

They are saying this man is gay. There is no way a man this fine should be gay. He issued a statement denying it though, thank goodness. But now every chick that he tries to talk to will be giving his fine ass the side eye. Is it just me or is this a fad now. All the females want to be bisexual. They think it's cute. I always say that there is nothing a woman can do for me but piss me off. I can play in my own stuff! Then there are so many men, that women don't know where to look. Thank God I'm taken LOL.